Have you ever tried a little hard to please people only to be left feeling like shit? Mmmmhmmm, this is me at the moment. I’ve not really tried hard to please people previously, but I find myself to be doing this recently through my uni studies. It’s as if I so desperately want people to validate my work and opinions when normally I am nothing like this. It’s an awful feeling, and one that’s probably mostly in my head.
I really ought to stop trying and just be me. My mind is playing tricks on me, telling me people are thinking I’m a try-hard, eerrkkhh, imagine that, moi as a try-hard. No thanks. I really need to stop.